well its a wargame but not a bloody game. violent maybe but not bloody at all. so why the heck am i having these gory dreams... i mean sometimes i get scared and stuff but its been more of adventure than anything, after waking up i do realize how scary and fun it was... i mean scary but not that scary that you wake up sweating, but scary like waking up calmly and say "WTF was that???" and its the fourth time this week, but with battlefield 2142 in it, i have what i now call the "serial b slasher dream movies"

why?

it has been a long time since i have such lucid and so well structured dreams, almost as if it was a movie or game or something. I actually plan to write one or two of them since the story was really cool.

so, on sunday night it was this wierd 2 sister-witches 1 heretic-lord 1 vicious step-father in castles and demon thing. monday night this wierd gangster situation that i will not tell cause im writing of it. wednesday is this battlefield 2142-looking "new maps" where the civils are machine-peoples sort that randomnly malfunction and randomly get into murderous sprees. last night was mostly what i call a new zombie movie "attack of the Azoyatla zombies"

since I was in every situation (first person) i have actually shot in the head at least one human and dozens of zombies-robots, opened the skull of one with a hatchet and eviscerated another amount with auto rifles and firefighter axes plus exploted and burnt half a regiment of swiss guards with "fire and blak magik" in the process someone has cracked my skull open at least twice (in one ocasion my robotic "date" made a hole on the back of my skull and was "considerate" enough to render me unconcious before pulling my brains out with her fingers) and almost being executed as an heretic (WTF?) or run over by a crazed punk (stereotype punk) driving a tow truck

it all remains what my brain has reserved for me today... well, if i wrote a novel using mostly dreams i guess i can take advantage of this horrific but creative stories... or get an attack of psychosis